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..Holidays are over..


Over the Holidays I had no time to get on here and man have i missed everyone! So its time to get back to regular blogs on here! 

Yesterday was a pretty successful day I would say. Maybe 300 cal.  Today I'm shooting for about the same. How is everyone?

..Fantabulous..


I have been doing oh so well!! This entire week I have had hardly anything. :) I hope everyone is doing as well. I'm newly addicted to ebay.. I love to shop and fighting people for things is so fun!!! 

..Good Start..


Well today has started out great... It's almost 1 and I've had a piece of fresh pineapple and a few bites of a sugar free Jello.. I'm not sure of the exact number of calories but its wayyy low.. so I'm very happy with it!! I hope everyone is doing as well.. 

..Tomorrow is the Big Day..


So tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I'm so totally not looking forward to the temptation. I already feel completely HUGE without eating hardly at all... Ahh I hate stupid Holidays.
GoodLuck Everyone!!

 

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..Ahh Thanksgiving is Coming..


So yesterday was not so wonderful.. But not a total tragedy. I am so nervous about Thanksgiving. In all honesty though I have never ever gone hog wild on a Holiday.. I am pretty good at eating lite. But its still tempting :(

I found the best drink ever.. So i love cherry coke but hate the calories obviously but they have Cherry Coke Zero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Just thought some of you would want to check it out.. It is soo very good!! 

Love you girls.. StayStrong xoxo

Nov. 18th, 2007


 I have been doing so well hardly eating anything. Working out. I still feel huge.. I think the more weight I lose the fatter I feel. Everyone keeps saying oh you've lost so much weight. And I feel fatter than ever.. ughhh I'm so freaking sick of it!!!!!!

..Gilmore Girls..


So I am absolutely addicted to girlmore girls so I decided I should change my picture :)

Anyways today has been great I haven't had anything all day!! Yay! I watch Rachael Ray's talk show and today there was something on there about a cleanse the is called Blue Print. The girl on the show said she tried it and lost weight and and tons of energy. It is sort of exspensive. I was wondering if anyone else has used this?! I'm really thinking about it for after Thanksgiving.

Oh and I have a really great thing for dry skin. After you take a shower don't dry off just put Johnson & Johnson Baby Oil on your wet skin all over and let it sit a minute and then pat dry you will have the softest skin. I do it every day and have been for a long time. So I pretty much swear by it!

Well I hope everyone is having just a great of a day. 

xoxo 

                          



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..here we go again..


 I haven't been on in so long and boy do I miss everyone!! I haven't been doing well at all .. But i have today and I'm going to stick to it and try to get on here more because I am so much stronger when I'm on here! I want to lose 7 lbs this week!! so by next wednesday and then thursday is thanksgiving.. ughh i hateee it.. What are some of you planning to get through thanksgiving.. i know i'm not going to NOT eat because everyone already comments on how much weight i've lost so its likely they will try to cram food down my throat.. I need some advice!!

Happy Halloween!!


Yay!! It's Halloween and I'm FINALLY back on track and let me tell you it feels sooo AMAZING!! I'm the happiest I've been in awhile.. NO CANDY LADIES!!... StaySOStrong!!!  

I was going to fast today but I found out that I HADDD to eat dinner so I've been eating little things here and there to keep my meta. up... so far I think I've had 200 cal so as long as i keep dinner low cal i'll be fine..

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Why.. because
I want to be perfect
I want to be envied
I want to look in the mirror and smile
I want him to want me
I want to be able to go shopping and look good in everything I try on
I want the people who never gave me a chance to regret it
I want to be happy with myself on the outside
I want to be able to be in control
I want to be desirable
I want to look great at my wedding
I want *him* to think I'm perfect
I want to fit into my skinny jeans
I want *Him* to say "god you're so tiny I love it" and I will beam from ear to ear
I don't want to see FAT in the mirror anymore
I want to get attention without seeking it with effort [ironic lol]
When I lay on my side I want my stomach to be completely flat, no sag
I want to be envied by girls I hate
I want to be desired by the hottest boys in the bars, and not the dingiest ones
I want to have enough confidence in my physical attractiveness to approach my guy and say are you committing or not, because if you aren't, I'm dumping you because tons of guys would die to be with me
I want people to notice im thin and mean it when they comment.
fat rolls are sick.
basically thin is beautiful
I want to be noticed
I want to be loved
I want to have self-respect
I want to have more friends
I want to matter
I want to be beautiful
I am depressed
food doesn't appeal to me
I want to feel like i fit-in
I want to have a boyfriend
I want to get attention
I want to fit into size 14 children's clothing (I would have to have like a 20 inch waist or less)
I want to fit in to size xxs
I want to be able to shop the sales and fit into all the smallest clothes
I want to be popular
I want to have confidence to do anything i want
I want to shut up the mouth of all thoz who used to tease me
I wanna be proud wearing a bikini
I'll learn to control myself to not jump on food
I want to be envied by everyone I hate, and everyone who hates me
I want my family to care . . .
I want to be so thin, that my organs in my body get smaller. . .
I want to have less than 1% body fat, like my friend from elementary school
I want to be able to run without having to stop
I want to be so light that any guy or girl could lift me up and carry me. . . . even though I'm not a child
I want to care about myself
I don't want to be embarrassed about myself
I want back the feeling I had last time i lost a lot!
I want everyone to be shocked when i go home
I want to fit in
I want to be able to go out dancing or whatever without feeling huge
I want guys to be able to lift me and kid around
I want life to be better
I want to feel good about myself!
I want to look and feel good about everything I put on
I want to be beautiful
I want to be envied by my parents
I want a boyfriend
I don't want fat in my body
I want to walk in the snow without leaving footprints, and blow away in the wind like a feather
I WANT TO BE THIN!!
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